Day 4: My First Year...

Day 4...

So my first year of college is almost over. And I don't know how I feel about this. I'm excited because there's only more wonderful things to look forward to the future. I'm really proud of myself that I did so well making the Dean's List in my first semester as well as being invited to numerous Honor societies. Other than that I've also maintained a job, helped my family through our crises, and maintained all my friendships..

But as this year draws to an end I'm beginning to realize something. Each year that passes I say good bye to child hood and my youth as I take new responsibilities. Though I don't have any regrets it's just hard to think about saying goodbye to your childhood and youth. I feel like I was thrown into maturity at such an age because of my parent's divorce, my mom going to school as a single parent, caring for my brother while she worked, and other things. I know I shouldn't think negatively on any of this because those "bumps" in the road have made me such a strong and intelligent person. But sometimes I think, what if these things didn't happen? How would I have turned out?

I've accomplished in this year. I graduated high school. Got a job. Went to school. Excelled in school. And so many other wonderful things.

Now I look to my future and I only see bright things. I'm taking 3 classes this summer so I can really get ahead and get into the nursing program and I have fun things planned with friends. Even though things my seem really stressful and hectic right now I truly do love my life. I wouldn't trade it for the world because I chose to put myself in these situations because I know myself and that I thrive well under pressure.

Well anyways.. this is the most random post ever. And it was totally all over the place. I've got one more week of finals and I'm done. So wish me luck!!

What things have you accomplished this year? If you go to school, what are you studying?

361 days to go..